Back Up Plan

Twice at night i saw J-Lo at HBO, first Maid In Manhattan and now Back Up Plan.....I love Back Up plan Much more than Maid in Manhattan. It Funny, but not just that, it also bring my motherside come up. Yup...I tought americans hate baby...But This movie proof that there's a lot of Single Mother And Proud hehehehe...........From the first minute i cant stop laughing.

I remember that day.....January 04th 2010...I suppose to having a birth at December 31, but i was to affraid...its been 10 months. My doctor was supprised, and obviously mad,coz i dont come as she say. Yes Im affraid and i ate thousands or hundreds Kg banana.....and later it will came out from my stomache after i try to push my baby hahaha....................

My husband was just came out from that hospital....and then i come to "check" in .It is funny to thinking about it now. But Not that time. He cant see his child coming because of his illness. Its hurt for me, actually. But what can i do???I have to giving birth Now!!!

The doctor give me stmulant...I remember every hours, because you know sumthing, there's a big clock right of my head. I've seen the hour,minute and second. And it had a really bad hurts.so bad that i cant remember which time the best hurt...from 11PM until 6AM till the baby come at 06.05AM. Thank God,...Alhamdulillah....I do appologize to all mother in the world, coz i always think that giving a birth is just something that mother have to do after 9 months,but it also about life....when we giving a birth to our baby, if we dont have motivation to bring this goodness to the world...then it will HURTs you more than that...After i saw him for the first time....hear his first cry.....touch his red skin....7 hours in HURT was disappear in second...Could You Believe It!!! I do...thanks Allah...Alhamdulillah